Goodbye

goodbye to the stupid decisions and laspes of judgement made by me in the past.Goodbye to the carelessness things i have done which have resulted in major consequences down the road.
But thank you. <3

Thanks to all the people who have treated me like shit because i was never good enough. Because without all of the shit i went through i would never be as strong as i am today. Becuase now i know my worth.
Thank you to all my ex boyfriends who called me names, made fun of my dreams , didnt truly allow me to be myself, and treated me like i was a doormat for you to walk all over with your muddy shoes. Because without all of the bullshit you all put me through i would never know what love is now. Because i never was in love with you now that i know what real love is. I have established who i want to be with and that is because i am not treated like a play toy but a mere person with REAL feelings. and for that i am so fucking thankful for.
Goodbye to questioning what i want in life because i truly know what it is and i will do anything to maintain a tight and firm grasp on it.
Goodbye to wondering who is going to be there when im not on the top. Because i know exactly who will be next to me while i roll down or even worse hit the bottom. It may be able to be counted on one hand but thats all i really need anyways. Goodbye to the aquaintences who would never take the time to become a friend.
Thank you to all those who have doubted me, talked shit about me, and hated me for stupid reasons, because i have proved all of you wrong. I have proved what I am and who I am . no fakeness involved what so ever.

Goodbye to the past mistakes i have made because they do not make me who i am today. they just might have molded me a bit.
Thank you to allow me to be stronger than that and keep looking forward.