I think god is really testing me.

Ok so you know that quote " God only gives you what he knows you can handle"? Yeah we'll I'm under the assumption he thinks I'm a freaking superhero. Thanks for the compliment but I think I've got all I can handle. It's so funny when things happen to other people I tell them all these words of encouragement but when it comes to myself I become deaf to my own advice. Ironic?

So I've decided to take some of my wise words and finally listen. I know all family's out there have their issues and people's Job sucks sometimes and I know that some days you feel like the minute you got out of bed you stepped in dog poo with your barefoot. I guess it's all about the way you handle it. On the way home from work tonight I was listening to a sad Dixie chicks looking out the window like I'm in some pathetic music video It smacked me in the face.....

Instead of dwelling on the things that I cannot change I immediately thought of what good is going in my life today. So I thought ok I am alive that's one thing I can be happy about , I had coffee in my system , I have a job and I have all my teeth. I know weird right but I'm greatful for those things. I find myself drifting away from the good things and focus on the bad. I have come to find most people spend most their time worrying about the bad. But if its already going to Happen then what's the point of putting more energy into it ? Life is funny in the way that things unexplainable happen and we just cannot question it.

 

Blogging is so relieving for me. I don't care if no one ever reads this blog or half the world does because at the end of this post I feel refreshed. So if you're reading thank you. And I hope if you're feeling the world is on your shoulders that you are able to find comfort in knowing that you have the power to take care of what you can control.

 

Happy Monday night. Now go find your happiness. I guarantee its closer than you think.

 

B

 

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