It all hit me

It hit me like a ton of bricks the other day and im just now blogging about it. Life has gone by so fast lately sometimes I dont wanna go to sleep because the minute I close my eyes I know that I am going to be missing out on something possibly amazing. It feels like yesterday I was rollerblading around with my best friend and just not having a care in the world and now, now I am an adult who is married HAPPILY, have my own home, and my own life which include many sacrifices and responsiblities. Not to say that I dont enjoy them I guess its just wild for me to come to terms with how fast time has flown by. Have I taken advantage of my time here? Well with me turning 21 this next month I feel that I wanna make some more promises to myself to ensure that Im living the GOOD life as they say. I want to be old and gray one day and sit around with my grandchildren and tell them all the crazy stories about when “we were young” and know that they really just wanna get out of that living room and go hang out with their friends but also know that theyll cherish those stories once Im gone. I want to see more, feel more, taste more, live more. I want to challenge the impossible and show to the world that anything is attainable. I want to overcome things I never thought I could. I want to love harder, be a better friend, and just live on the edge. I want to be careless but careful. I want my next 21 years to really have meaning and fufillment. I want to take pictures of anything and everything to remember the things I have seen in my life. I can honestly say im happy where Im at and how I got here I just sometimes want MORE. And this is my promise that I am going to start taking things in a different way and just smell the air a little deeper so that I get all that i want out of this life. Because in 30 years im going to be sitting here again saying “gee it seems like yesterday that I was 21 ” and I dont want to regret not doing certain things between that time.