Self worth?

There seem to always be situations around me that make me think in depth about everything I have in my life. And everything Im doing. I know that along the way I am bound to make mistakes. Thats a part of growing, and learning. I believe we will be making mistakes until the day we die. But often I wonder if in certain situations I could have made a wiser decision to put what happens next in a different spot. But thats the beautiful part of life is not knowing the answers to the what ifs. Certain situations I have been put through lately have tested my strength and helped me see the amount of integrity I really have inside my soul. At times I have wanted to scream, fight, kick, and leave but the strength I have inside of me helped overcome the weak and broken hearted and rose above it to work on what problems I was going through. After getting through trials the way I did, I often look forward to my next challenge as I see I got through what seemed like the toughest thing at the time. My inner instinct seemed to always overpower what my heart was telling me and I have learned to JUST LISTEN TO THAT. I have learned that I cannot be selfish anymore and have proven to put others in front of myself which was something I have never done. At times I question a lot of things and people in my life and then after hours of comtemplation, the answer becomes quite clear. People will come and go according to the plan that was made for you. Challenges get tougher and easier according to what YOU CAN HANDLE at the time. Everything happens for a reason and believe that is the easiest thing to remember during times of trouble. We all question almost everything we do in our life and if we just let things happen and dont always wonder so in depth, I believe that the rest will pan out. We already have a plan set out for us. We just dont know exactly what the blueprint is. But thats OKAY. The most important thing to always keep tight to your heart is love, determination, the knowledge of your own self worth, integrity, class, faith, and hope. I trust that those will keep everyone where they need to be. To go through a challenge is a blessing in disguise. At the time it may feel like your being pulled every which way, feeling many very different emotions but at the end hopefully you can look at the SMALLEST THINGS in a different light. Realize the beauty around you. The clean air, a tree swaying its branches, a small childs laughter, a young couple, the sun, the smell of the rain, just being here on this earth may make you think that you are lucky despite and negative situations you are being put in. <3