Starting to crawl

You must learn to measure your own worth, you must eliminate those who bring you down because they blur the ruler your using to figure it out. You musn't include them into your own path. What ones actions and or opinions towards you doesnt make who you are as a person. Its whats inside that truly means the most.I sometimes thing to myself "Why me Why me?" But after many hours of thinking and dwelling on a certain situation I turned it around and thought "Why not me?" It is simply another challenge that Is made especially for us so we can overcome it all. Did i handle these situations right? Whos to say that i even conquered any of these hurdles in my life with my utmost "umph" as they say. But at the end of the day I sure as hell tried. I gave it all and finaly found MY full potential. Not by drowning myself in a bottle, or snorting the hottest new substance, but by taking it day by day and understanding just who i am . As a person. You must learn that some of these things can not be taught by a book, or a lecture. But by ourselves. We are our greatest teachers and our worst critics spitting on ourselves when we make the slightest mistake. But what is the meaning to this all? Is it measured by the money in our pockets? Or the amount of friends we can count on all our hands and toes? Or is it the underlined meaning to this crazy journey that we are all taking.? Why were here, who we are and what our purpose it? Its all so unclear sometimes but i honestly believe that it is panning out right in front of our eyes and we just must open them a little wider to see the beauty in the unknown. To not know what you want to do in your life or what you want to be is not the same as not knowing WHO YOU ARE. Because your background and decisions made do not mold who you are as a person. Its the experiences that one has endured. The energy produced, the tears shed, the success achieved, dances danced, love that was loved . We are merely measured by OURSELVES. and thats all. And if one can take one look at you in one split second and decide if they like you soley on what you have achieved in life, then that person was never worth the fight anywayWhen you have to learn to crawl even after you walk, and you realize that somedays something may be one way and the next your world is flipped over remember this.Its okay to not be okay sometimes. Let your barrier of comfort down and just LET GO. Let go of everything.To do something for yourself. To love for yourself. Not other people. Break down from time to time. Its okay to be weak when felt necessasary. If we dont allow ourselves to be human for a second were all gonna wither away becuase we no longer will have any kind of backbone to help keep us going. speak your mind. even if its gonna hurt someone. Dont pass up an opportunity to give a kind word to someone else. Find your depth. Figure out just what your made of according to YOU. not anyone else.You are divine. so show it off a little more. Live on the edge. live like theres no tomorrow. Kiss slower and softer. Kiss Harder and faster. whatever you choose. Love the today your given. Sometimes you never know what tomorrow holds. But don't let it scare you. Miss with all of your heart, even if it burns like hell. Love conquers all negativity in this world and if you truly want someone and or need someone in your life. make them your all. Whether there down the street or on the other side of the world. You can control almost everything in your life. Dont question what you cant control. let it be. Its all for a reason. Were only given the things that we can handle, So take every opportunity and take it with a straightforward face and a positive attitude.Don't take everything so seriously all the time. Life is just a lesson and we will be learning everyday until the day we die. So allow yourself to learn a bit.